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21 November Attitude
21 October Let MeLet me be your one and only, The one you dream about Let me drive a hundred miles just to take you out I want to hold your hand and walk through the fields I want to take you high so you know how it feels I'll hold you tight when things get rough and wipe the tears from your eyes I'll try my best to clear the clouds so you can only see blue skies Let me kiss you without warning, just because I want to Let me buy you things out of the blue, not because I need to but its what I want to do I want to make you smile and laugh by doing silly things I want to treat you like my queen, so let me be your king If you called to say hello, we'd talk for several hours About nothing at all, and for no reason and then I'd buy you flowers I want to watch the sun go down with you inside my arms I want to spend my time with you and keep you safe from harm I'll be your friend until the end of time and give you all my love And when you put your hand in mine it fits just like a glove I'd die for you without a thought, cause my love you hold And I will be your piece of silver if you will be my gold 17 October I Sometimes WishI sometimes Wish that I could see, the future and whats going to be I sometimes Wish that I was strong, And could make myself a thousand miles long I sometimes Wish that I could stop time, Cause only then could I spot the signs I sometimes Wish that I was blind, because I see so much unkind I sometimes Wish that I was dead, Because these days we fear to tread I sometimes Wish I could stop wars, Both here and on foreign shores I sometimes Wish that I was God, and change the world with just one nod I sometimes Wish that I was me, even through all the things I see 5 October The Freaks Are Coming OutWell it appears that its not just one thing that can happen in America, its a trigger for everything else. I have today heard the horrifying stories coming out of Pennsylvania of the very sick and awful goings on. How much pain do these people have to bring on this world, why do they do such horrific acts. Todays shootings of girls in an Amish school were apparently carried out by a man who had abused young members of his family 20 years ago, and the whole thing may have been sexually motivated. Although there was no evidence of sexual assualt the guy had restraints and lubricant with him !!!!! Just what makes a guy go into a school with these motives, and then shoot each girl one by one after tying them up. This is the third shooting in a school in the past week and it seems one is triggered by the other. I feel such sadness that this world is in this state and so many young girls have lost their lives in the past week in such horrific circumstances, especially as they all seem to have been sexually motivated. A 50yr old and a 32 yr old both carry out terrible crimes against there fellow humans. My God I am 32 and that scares me that someone of my age has the motivation to do this kind of thing. No matter how you look at the world today, you see nothing but killing, maming, sexual abuse, depravity in the minds of these people. Is it all random, no I don't think so. The police say it appears todays killer had meticulously planned it as he had bought all his supplies etc including a stun gun and tools before the event and even had checklists of gear. This world frightens me at how sick and perverted some people are, My heart goes out to the families & Friends of all those involved in the shootings in Colorado and Pennsylvania as they have lost daughters, sisters, niece's, grand-daughters and friends to such inhumane acts. Even more so my thoughts are with the gilrs in the hospitals who had to see such horrors at first hand and who have done nothing to hurt this world in anyway. They should not have to go through such things, nobody should have to experience such evil. Least of all precious children in this world. Take Care everybody and I hope you are safe J xxxx 15 September Death RayOkay so I know that title is gonna sound a bit weird, but hopefully you will soon see what I mean. The company I work for have recently moved into a new building in Stockport. It is a great new building and is brand new. This however has caused a few teething problems in the last few weeks. Mostly it has been little things like problems with toilets and computers, but there is one slightly major problem. A brief overview first for anyone who knows Stockport and to give everyone else an idea. Our new building is just off the Motorway at junction 1 of the M60, We are situated right next door to the Co-operative bank building. For anyone who doesn't know the co-operative building in Stockport is a landmark as it is a massive Blue pyramid. Yes it is very large and in the shape of a massive pyramid and is right next to the motorway. And so we are right next door to this rather strange building. Now the problem is that this large pyramid of a building is made of glass and lots of it. So let me now put the circumstances before you. Its a lovely warm sunny day, its about 1:30 pm, you've just finished your lunch and sat back down at your desk working away, when suddenly a strange phenomenen occurs. The room you are working in gets suddenly very light and extremely bright, you think to yourself, what could that be? and being of a curious nature you think that it would be a good idea to find out what is going on, and so you decide to look from behind your computer screen to try and find the source of this brightness. You are then greeted with this sight
And now you are temporarily BLIND............ As you can see the sunlight reflects directly off the Pyramid into our offices and that is the view I get from my desk.... You would have thought that somone when building the place might just have noticed that there was a DEATH RAY coming off the other building. For once I am now praying for cloudy skies so that I can at least keep some of my sight. Hope it is all a bit clearer now :) at least clearer than my vision after looking at that J xxx 1 September Forget the WorldForget the world outside your door Forget the famine and the war Forget the crime and the disease Forget the plants and the trees Forget the poverty out on the streets Forget the helpless and the weak Forget the ozone layer above Forget the ones who want to love Forget the children on their own Forget the streets where bullies roam Forget the babies fighting for life Forget the man who beats his wife Forget the world outside your door And you'll regret it evermore 4 August SpainWell as the weekend fast approaches I am getting very close to flying for the first time. I am off to Spain on Monday morning and am a little nervous as I ain't really done the abroad thing before. The only times I have left this country was to take a day trip to France when I was 10 and a college trip to Belgium when I was 17. And on that trip I was attacked and had a knife to my throat so that kind of sticks in the memory. That trip was also a Ferry trip so flying is something of an undiscovered landmark for me. Everyone keeps telling me how great flying is, and then of course I have the guys at work constantly winding me up about what will happen, could happen when the plane crashes..... At 32 this has suddenly become quite a big thing for me to do for the first time. I have been thinking about the flights constantly since I actually booked them, all the regulations, the weights of bags, the types of stuff you can/cannot carry in your luggage etc..... Its all so bloody complicated. I am flying to Granada in Spain and then we are driving about 1 and half hours to get to Fuesanta De Marcos where we are staying. My friends have just bought a house there so there will be a fw tasks there I'm sure lol. There are also a lot of other English People who have houses in the same village and so apparently the atmosphere is excellent. We are also performing in Fiesta which should be interesting. It is apparently a concert that we put on for the locals and is a riot..... I'm sure all the setting up and rehearsing I am gonna find myself doing is gonna be amazing fun lol. Well I fly out Monday at 6:30 am and come back on the 22nd so am gonna be gone for a while. Take care my wonderful friends :) And Love to Everyone J xxxxxx 29 July What is ThisThe world's in pieces as it falls to its knees 22 July How Loved Are You?Okay then, As its Summer, I find this is one of those hard times to be single. It is one of those times of year along with Christmas, where you just wanna be with somebody. Driving home tonight I saw loads of couples walking hand in hand in the cool night air and that always gets me thinking. I find loneliness comes in bursts for me personally, probably for 80f the year I will be fine, but then I let my head get away with a deep and meaningful analysis of me. That is a bad idea by the way, mainly because I find myself too complex to work out and I always end up feeling down. Late Night Summer Breeze, Whispers through the burning trees 20 July Billy Joel just AwesomeTonight I have seen the amazing Billy Joel in concert
I have to say that this guy is just a born entertainer, he is awesome.
He played a great variety of songs from Zanzibar to Pianoman
He told some jokes and was immensely funny with it
He even sang Just the way you are like Barry White
He was just amazing, nothing more to say :) 24 June It's ScaryToday in the UK, Three men were jailed for an unprovoked attack on two other men. One of the Men was Killed by a single stab wound to the chest.
The two men who were attacked were waiting for a lift after a night out, just minding their own business chatting to each other.
The three other men approached and firstly one just punched one of the other men smashing his jaw. Then they other two men started beating up the other guy.
Then one of the attackers brought out a knife and struck with one blow to the mans chest killing him virtually instantly.
These two men were just minding there own business after having a nice night out. This kind of attack is sadly becoming more common in this country and it makes me scared of what could happen.
Why would we want to go out when this kind of thing can happen without provocation.
Below is the link to this story in full. 23 June What would you do?If I couldn't Breathe tell me what would you do Would you stand around Talking and watch me turn blue Would You give me your breath so I could Breathe too If I couldn't Breathe tell me what would you do
If I couldn't See tell me what would you do Would you laugh as I hit the doors I want to get through Would you take my Hand and lead me straight and true If I couldn't See tell me what would you do
If I couldn't Hear tell me what would you do Would you call me names hurtful and cruel Would you take the time to make sure that I knew If I couldn't Hear tell me what would you do
If I couldn't Walk tell me what would you do Would you get in the way and get me all confused Would you carry me over when I hadn't a clue If I couldn't Walk tell me what would you do
If I didn't Know you tell me what would you do Breathe a sigh of relief that theres nothing to rue Or Search through the crowds and start all anew If I didn't Know you tell me what would you do 6 June Weekend and Bon JoviWell what a cool weekend England win 6-0, I spend most of Saturday watching my Nephew playing football in a tournament on Bennets Rec. They played something approaching 15 Games of football in one afternoon. Admittedly they were only 10 minutes long but when your playing in the under 7's tournament thats a lot of football.
They didn't win the tournament but they did pretty well and didn't lose many matches. They all got medals at the end too, so that was great.
Sunday I went to the City of Manchester Stadium to watch Bon Jovi for the sixth time :)
They are just so amazing live. They were supported by a local band called The Gekko who were pretty ordinary and Nickleback who were pretty damn good. Especially when they closed there set with 'How You Remind Me'
Well Bon Jovi were absolutely awesome as always and played a good mix of old & new songs. It's just amazing when you hear 65000 people all singing along to 'Bad Medicine' or 'Living on a Prayer'
Bon Jovi are definitely one of the best live bands I have ever seen and I recommend them to anyone as they just know how to get a stadium rocking and create such a brilliant atmosphere.
So I kind of enjoyed my weekend lol .....
Take Care
J
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2 June Snowdonia
12 May False WordsFalse Words
I watch the words fall from your lips The words I know will tear me to bits How could you lie and say what you said I sometimes think I’d be better off dead
Broken promises and permanent lies The certain cause of the tears from my eyes False words that weren’t meant to be The words I love you must have meant more to me
The words I said were straight from my heart But it seems I never got past the start All I wanted was someone to love But love is meaningless when push comes to shove
Broken promises and permanent lies The certain cause of the tears from my eyes False words that weren’t meant to be The words I love you must have meant more to me
I don’t know what I did to deserve this You were my friend I though but now I’m deserted I walk alone with a sense of mistrust Because of you I just could never push
Broken promises and permanent lies The certain cause of the tears from my eyes False words that weren’t meant to be The words I love you must have meant more to me
10 May Happy Birthday to meWell today the 11th May is My Birthday
So I just thought I'd write it in my blog so it goes down in posterity lol
Happy Birthday To Me
J
xxx 8 May One CaressONE CARESS The touch you gave was heaven sent Just one caress brought me alive I feel so lost when on my own Just one caress brought me alive The stars outside still shine so bright Just one caress brought me alive 22 April Jay hasn't been very wellWell this past 10 days has been somewhat annoying and depressing. I have a chest infection, which is now starting to really get on my nerves. I have been given antibiotics that are supposed to help but up to now it feels like they ain't having much affect at all. I have had this for 10 days now and that was all over easter, and all of this week. I have been in bed the last 3 days as the major problem being the fact that I'm Asthmatic and so my breathing capacity has been severly restricted :( This then in turn means I get tired out very quickly and of course the stupid cough that comes with it, has been keeping me awake and so I am sleeping less than 5 hours a night which for me is not a good thing. :(
Well that has been my last two weeks lo and ain't they been exciting, just lying in my bed feeling like crap lol. Anyway I hope everyone is good and I'll talk to you all soon Hugs & Kisses J xxxxxxx 12 April My Life an update lolWell I just suddenly realised that I have been ever so quiet on here recently and I haven't been posting my thoughts on life. So here I go I guess I need to catch up somewhere, well what has life been throwing at me in the past month or so.
Well I feel like I've been working almost constantly but I guess thats just cause work has been a bit hectic, major catastrophes and a new starter didn't really help matters.
I've just got in from badminton, which is my regular activity on Wednesday nights, I enjoy it immensely although tonight I feel like crap as I am full of a cold and cough so found it pretty hard going.
I played football as usual last night after work and actually managed to win a game for once lol, but I felt terrible afterwards and was coughing constantly so had to miss Amicus :(
Apart from all that been doing quizzes and stuff at the pubs, the Music Quiz at the London Bridge, The Quizgo at the Mascrat on Thursdays. The rest of my life just plods along as usual.
I do however have a new camera which is just ace so I'm just getting into how that all works although it does appear to take some pretty awesome pics :)
So my unintersting life rolls on as usual and thats about it, so I shall leave you to get on with your lives now.
Take Care
Love
J
xxx 2 April AloneI Lie in bed alone again 14 March LossI wrote this for anyone who has ever lost anyone close
J
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I turn the pages of an empty book I search for more but I’m out of luck The words have faded, the pictures too They slipped away along with you
The flowers withered and petals fall You gave so much, I think you gave it all Words lose meaning before they’re spoke The passions gone, Our spirits Broke
The yellow sun has turned to grey The loss brings pain, The price we pay We see the world through frozen eyes The storms surround us in the skies
They say that you are in a better place But for us that’s hard to face One thing though is certain now You’ve faced the curtain, You took your bow
So take your place amongst the stars so bright And you’ll become our guiding light A guardian Angel for us all There to help us when we call 6 March Another Of My PoemsYou left me high & dry, with only questions of why I went from low to high, and only wanted to cry I felt my heart explode, when the words from you flowed Now on this rocky road, I carry this heavy load
I take a longing look, at the photos I took And all the thoughts I pluck, just tell me that I am stuck I’d give it all away, if you would only stay You led my heart astray, and then you went away
I don’t know what to do, if I just can’t have you It makes me feel so blue, but all my feelings are true It all feels so unjust, when I gave all my trust When you and me were plussed, we equalled one but then bust
I was tossed aside, but which part of you lied Why do you run & hide, What else could I have tried I gave you everything, and my heart on a string But what the hell did you bring, You only left with a sting 24 February BulliedOkay so it would appear my poetry is a bit dark at the moment but something's making me write it I guess
Hope ya like it
J
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Bullied
I Fall to the floor doubled up in pain My tears are dissolved by the pouring rain The fist that I collided with laughs out loud The blood from my nose entertainment for the crowd The ground brings safety for such a short while Until on top of me they all start to pile More punches and kicks follow from every side As I lay there I find that there’s nowhere to hide I pray for the moment that all this will end This beating from people that I used to call friends Eventually it stops because they’ve all had their fun But even if I wanted, I just couldn’t run Bruised and bleeding it hurts to breathe The crowd disperses as they all start to leave Here on my own I look for a hand Because the pain makes it so hard to stand The hand doesn’t come so I stand alone An empty street surrounds me, where have they gone I somehow make it home hurt and confused So much for friendship, my trusts been abused 23 February Happy PoemA lonely heart in a lonely place A tear is falling down her face Lost and confused in the big wide world Who can help this poor young girl She sits on the bench and looks at the stars She thinks to herself she might as well be on mars Nobody Loves her as she sits alone Nobody’s worried cause there’s no one at home If only her life wasn’t filled with the pain The scars will heal but inside they remain What could have happened to change all of this It all just seems that it’s all hit and miss Decisions are made but are out of control It’s hurting so bad it’s destroying her soul She lies on the bench as the rain starts to fall And thinks once again how she could end it all But the same thing remains nagging her head She always will feel she’d be better off dead
Something inspired me to write this but I have no idea what well I hope it doesn't depress to much
J
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19 February What an interesting NightWell what an interesting day I have had. To start with I'll just set the scene. On Thursday I had to go to the opticians for my regular Contact Lense Check Up and the optician found some white specs on my eyes
 and so asked me to go back today. Well went back this morning and they looked again and the marks were still there
and the woman thought that I was getting an allergic reaction to my contact lense solution and so now I have to use a new kind of solution that has peroxide in it so this should be interesting.Well Man Utd managed to play absolutely crap and lose at Anfield so that cheered me up no end.....
Well the most interesting part of the day was this evening when we went out for a meal for Kathy's birthday. We went to Baci's Italian resteraunt in Lymm. We went in and were given the table by the window as there were 7 of us, well we had some Lovely food for starters and the main courses arrived and we were just eating them when all of a sudden there was a loud bang and the sound of smashing glass.
None of us knew what was happening and then Glenn who was sat by the window stood up slowly and was covered in glass. He had that look on his face as if he was going to kill someone so we had to grab him and calm him down. Anyway there was a big hole in the window, see pictures below. Apparently someone had thrown a bottle of ketchup through the window so there was like red and glass everywhere.
I have a small cut on my elbow and was a little shaken up. Well of course that was the end of the food as the glass had covered the table, and the management were very concerned about us. They said all the meal was on the house and anything else we wanted so we had a drink to calm the nerves. So after the police had been to check up on us we eventually left.
So Kathy's birthday meal became quite memorable lol but not really for a good reason. Anyway that was my interesting evening and now I'm just chilling out on my bed.
Well that's it for now
Love ya
J
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